Life Dots

Some may say, life is easy.

Some would rather say, life is hard.

Now, I'm saying, life is about having two-merged dots carrying different sides of hardship.
We would never knew where is the ending of this line. Self-perseverance is the equilibrium that balanced these two dots just like "Ying Yang".

I'm saying this from my inner self.
A lot of confusions happened along with my age. Adulthood which I thought could be interesting is turning to something I wish I never had. What makes adulthood difficult? Commitment? Responsibility? Money ? It could be all.

I am struggling with my emotions, not letting it to control my whole body with the negativity and the darkness. I'm struggling to embrace my life and to be grateful in every second.

At least, I have both of my parents, they are my backbones. I have my brothers, they are the shoulders I would rely on. I have my friend (well, not many as others), but at least they would listen to my sorrow and whining.

 Thank you my Lord for giving me these blessings. He gives me this life. He wants me to live this way. He gives me the job. He knows I can do it all and face the obstacles.

It reminds me of one verse in Surah Ar-Rahman,
"So which of the favors of your Lord would you deny?"